I feel like it is to difficult to go on without someone. But I am not ready for someone until I go on. Advice?

Turn it to the Lord;it5's His Department. Welcome to the world whose people o0nly look out for themselves.The world is full of them.Pray for God to put REAL Christians into your path.Believe it or not,God yet has some real Christians out there, it' just that the phonies make up all the attention & noise.Keep your good attitude & the day will come when God will answer.Your in training pal, He has a future reason for it all.Just "hang in there"& keep the faith.